Friday
was by far not one of my best days here at the MTC. We had class at 8:30 and I
was so tired. I didn't talk at all during class and struggled to stay awake and
learn the language. I'm pretty sure my teacher noticed because she had us take
a break and run around. I definitely woke up more after that and the day went
on a lot better. The next day was amazing. Elder Scrimsher and I were teaching
our fake investigator and the lesson was surprisingly going very well. We were
actually understanding her a little bit and we served her by "getting her
water from the well." When we finished our lesson, she sat us down and
asked us how well we think we did. We told her we thought we did pretty well
and she surprised us by saying that this was the best lesson we had taught so
far. My companion and I felt so proud and made sure to thank Heavenly Father.
He had definitely helped us with the language and the spirit. I now try to make
every lesson similar to that one and even better.
So
each week we plan the following week and when I got to planning this previous
Sunday, I realized it was my mom's birthday. So I want to give a shout out to
my mom and hope you had a great birthday! I'm so glad that you're my mom! And
on top of that, Elder Scrimsher and I taught a lesson in district meeting on
the Christlike Attributes. It was such a neat lesson and I learned so much
about Christ. As a district we have a Christlike attribute that we focus on and
this week has been obedience. It has definitely been a hard one with going to
bed on time but we have made it a special effort and have seen progress. Then
later that night Elder Scrimsher, Elder Rife, and I watched the Character of
Christ by Elder Bednar. It was super nice to hear it again and afterwards the
three of us popped open some apple cider and had a little goodbye party for
Elder Rife because he was leaving the next morning. And that next day was hard
because Elder Rife and I had become close friends and I hope I can see him after
our missions. But it got better because later that day our teacher decided to
teach us cursive in Mongolian and we all learned how to sign our names. They
look so cool and I'm definitely going to be using it in the future. Then on
Wednesday we had TRC and welcomed in the new missionaries. TRC is when
volunteers come into the MTC and you teach them a twenty minute lesson. Our
lesson went well and it was nice because they taught us some more Mongolian
afterwards. After that we welcomed in the new elders and sisters into our
district and I happened to see Elder Bedont and Elder Herrod. I'll have to send
some pictures with them later.
So
the highlight of my week by far was having Elder Holland come Tuesday night and
speaking at the devotional. He taught a lot on us being the missionaries that
we are expected to be. He told us to give 24/24 months on our mission and not
12/24. But the thing that hit me the most is when he told us that the church
perceives us as perfect. He told a story of how a teacher asked the people in
his class who they thought was perfect. Everyone of course said Jesus Christ,
but one also mentioned the missionaries. Elder Holland being himself, slammed
the hammer down on us to never ruin that image. He told us how frustrated he
gets with missionaries when they fall away from the church after their missions
and then gets frustrated with himself because he wonders what more he
could have done. It was really touching to see how much he cares about us and
it just makes me want to become and even better missionary.
It's
so hard when you are welcoming in new elders and realize that they go out into
the mission field before you do. It's also really hard when you have a hard day
with the language, are distracted, don't feel the spirit as strongly as you
wan't, and are just struggling. But then you see that one tender mercy. That
one blessing. That one small miracle that you think wouldn't happen and all of
a sudden you feel like you're on fire. The spirit is as strong as ever, you can
actually understand parts of the language, and you feel like nothing can stop
you. I'm grateful when Heavenly Father gives me those days. But I've also
learned to be grateful for the days that are horrible because those are the
days that help me learn and grow. Those are the days that really change me. And
if I let them change me, I will become the missionary and individual that
Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ want me to be. I love this gospel and know
that it is true. I know the Book of Mormon is true and that if you pray to God
and ask if it is true, then He will give you an answer. I know that Jesus
Christ atoned for our sins and died on the cross so we can return back with Him
to Heavenly Father. I know that Joseph Smith did see Heavenly Father and Jesus
Christ and restored His church on the earth. I know that Heavenly Father put us
here on earth to learn and grow, but to also make us happy.
I
love all of you and hope you all had a great week. Good luck with this upcoming
one, too.
This
is your Mighty Mongol reporting at the MTC,
Elder
Ogden